I often wonder where my life is headed. Currently I am my own boss, which is scary and rewarding all at the same time. I have a sense of freedom that I've never experienced being an employee before but I also am not guaranteed paycheck either. While business is good that could quickly change since I provide a service and not a good. My services are not immediate nor easily achieved. Although I have fears I also feel that I am being lead down this path more and more every day. Some doors are closing while others are opening. I am praying that God do just that in my life, so I walk through the doors I am meant too. I've never been this long without a steady income from a company that employs me; yet some how I am making it and even when I feel like I'm about to hit a wall or ride the struggle bus I immediately seem to pick up one or two more clients. Don't get me wrong, working for yourself is not easy. In fact my days are longer, I get up early so I can take care of me, then focus on my clients and they contact me 24/7, 365 so I'm always on call, but I completely enjoy it.  I get to make the rules instead of following them and that is a freedom I cannot replace. I'm so grateful God has made it possible for me to be my own boss right now.